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i want to leave. leave everything behind.
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…in reply to @cutewitchphoebe
sometimes, i feel like it’s all pointless. i’m not gonna make it to the point i can be a girl. it’s too far away. everything is fucked because of parents.
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…in reply to @cutewitchphoebe
i see friends and stuff who are able to be themselves. able to wear fem clothes, able to get hrt, able to just be how they want to be.
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…in reply to @cutewitchphoebe
i want to be able to do that. but no. instead i have to deal with transphobic parents for the next few years. i don’t want to have to deal with this. i just wanna be me. why can’t i do that? why couldn’t i have accepting parents? why are like all my friends accepted? but not me?
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…in reply to @cutewitchphoebe
i love the name violet, but until others actually know me as violet, it feels like it’s not me in a strange way. and i worry that even if i somehow make it through these few years and then come out my parents won’t accept me and they’ll deadname me.
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…in reply to @cutewitchphoebe
i know friends online know me as violet, but i feel like nobody cares. if i disappeared nothing would change.
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…in reply to @cutewitchphoebe
a lot of the people i enjoy talking to don’t like talking to me i don’t think. a lot of people who i’d consider to be close friends.
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…in reply to @cutewitchphoebe
i don’t think i’m doing ok. i just wanna cry.