kitt (@cutewitchphoebe)’s avatarkitt (@cutewitchphoebe)’s Twitter Archive—№ 266

                1. i want to leave. leave everything behind.
              1. …in reply to @cutewitchphoebe
                sometimes, i feel like it’s all pointless. i’m not gonna make it to the point i can be a girl. it’s too far away. everything is fucked because of parents.
            1. …in reply to @cutewitchphoebe
              i see friends and stuff who are able to be themselves. able to wear fem clothes, able to get hrt, able to just be how they want to be.
          1. …in reply to @cutewitchphoebe
            i want to be able to do that. but no. instead i have to deal with transphobic parents for the next few years. i don’t want to have to deal with this. i just wanna be me. why can’t i do that? why couldn’t i have accepting parents? why are like all my friends accepted? but not me?
        1. …in reply to @cutewitchphoebe
          i love the name violet, but until others actually know me as violet, it feels like it’s not me in a strange way. and i worry that even if i somehow make it through these few years and then come out my parents won’t accept me and they’ll deadname me.
      1. …in reply to @cutewitchphoebe
        i know friends online know me as violet, but i feel like nobody cares. if i disappeared nothing would change.
    1. …in reply to @cutewitchphoebe
      a lot of the people i enjoy talking to don’t like talking to me i don’t think. a lot of people who i’d consider to be close friends.
  1. …in reply to @cutewitchphoebe
    i don’t think i’m doing ok. i just wanna cry.